Feels so depressed and down at this moment...
I..... Im speechless!
You know what, friends are very important for me, I will choose to tell a friend whenever im happy or sad instead of family.
Not to say that family is not important for me, just that they have different 'function' maybe?!
But I can't figure out why, why everytimes when i tell my friend about my happiness or sadness, they're just....
Reply me with a cool-tone and not-my-business.
Im just.... I just want to share it out but not keep it in my heart.
But why so hard?! I can't find anyone that able and willing to become my listener, a sweet and lovely listerner.
Well, is that my problem of telling my dear friend whenever i face something?
Is that mean that I have to keep it and do not tell anyone?
Nobody understand me!
What a failure me! Aihhh... T______________T