YvonneChoco(✿◠‿◠)

If you love somebody, let them go. 
If they return, they were always yours. 
If they don't, they never were. 

- Khalil Gibran 

[Copied from Qreez's facebook status. Kinda true isn't it?]

But WHO can really do this? I mean, "let go"..

The critical moment that you've got to make decision whether to let go would be really struggle.

There's someone that can really afford to take and let go easily.
On the other side, there's someone that easily falls for it and couldn't let go. 

Obviously, you'll be really suffer when faced this kind of situation if you're the second type for the above statement.
And unfortunately, I'm the second type.

Or I should said I'm a bit different which I will not falls for it easily, but I'm those couldn't and not willing to let go easily. How could you let go easily when you've been falls for it? I mean, can you really bear the sadness and tears after you decided to let go?! And those stupid silly-but-happy memories will keep flashing back in your mind, non-stop! HOW? (T_T)

Well, someone told me stop thinking for those crap that NO OUTCOME and making yourself stuck in the sadness and tears everyday.
Someone told me to let go slowly and slowly, but not completely. 
Someone told me to do whatever I want and be myself, as long as I'm happie with that.

And thanks! For those consolations and concerns.. Appreciated !
I'm not to ignored or don't-want-to-listen for those advises, I'm just couldn't make it sometimes.
I'm trying very hard to be happie recently, at least I do smile and laugh when I'm facing peoples. That's not acting, that's just the way I use to numb myself up for sadness maybe?! Keep talking and laughing like an idiot to covered up all your sadness, so that the peoples around you wouldn't feel sad because of your sadness on your face! Okay people, I'm going to LAUGH as much as I could!

What've happened means happen, we are just HUMAN and we are not GOD, we couldn't turn or change it, so what we can do is just face it and accept it. It's hard to face, moreover, to accept. But, we got to isn't it? Okay ya right I'm saying something optimistic to make myself feel better or consoling myself?! Apparently, I'm just the one who can say and talk like super optimistic but I couldn't do that in reality! That's life! Ewww! *Hopeless!

P/S : Test postpone AGAIN, yesterday class cancelled (My lecturer is on medical leave) It's a good news indeed since I didn't study last night due to my sudden-emo-ness and I........ Okay forget about it! 
But still, I got an assignment submission on tomorrow and I haven't even started it damn! 
Wish my sudden-emo-ness will go away ASAP so that I can finish-up my assignment on time kay! 

Lastly, something to share..

[Change is the very nature of life, welcome it.
No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower.
Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.]

So Hello everyone! Let's welcome 'change' in our life. 
We are HUMAN, GOD's creature, but we are not PERFECT! We are still in the process of learning, learn to be HUMAN or learn to be PERFECT?! Whatever lah !!

So, learn it and be strong people. Let's do it together!

Cheer up!!!!! ( for myself )